Brexit Day - 31/01/20

I thought I should blog today because my first ever blog entry was on 29/03/19 when we were first supposed to leave the EU. Here we are, all these months later, and it is finally set to happen at 11pm tonight. It wasn't my choice; I voted to Remain. I was very upset at the time and still am highly anxious about the future. Change is something I am never okay with, particularly about major things like economic security. Anyway, my progress has been almost as dire as the Brexit process in the past 6 months. I know I've attempted to explain this already but I continue to suffer with feelings of self-loathing and poor sense of self which is affecting my general well-being, and all as a result of feeling devastated at the prospect of failing my own challenge! Why did I ever think I could do this? Why am I always so useless at everything I ever do?

Hopefully leaving the EU will lead to a brighter future for us in the UK and all my fears around that will ease. Fingers crossed, from this point on, my blog will face a better future too...a positive outcome maybe...we shall see...