Abundance Challenge - 11/02/20

Today I started a 3 week challenge on WhatsApp. I was invited by my old friend J to join her in this spiritual development journey with other like-minded folk. I feel positive about it, despite my lack of success in meditation practices up to this point in my life. Being an INFJ and having BPD makes it very tricky to 'empty my head' of thoughts and judgements. Nevertheless, I shall do my best and hope to gain a great deal from it.

As far as my own blog/project/challenge goes, the only update I have is that my exhibition space that was booked for August is set to change. I have to find the courage to inform them that I have put the project on hold which is a sad thing to have to admit to. I will always feel like a failure for this until such times as I am back on track. The good news is, the blog website is mine for a further 2 years so in terms of continuing in the future, this is do-able for sure; I just feel regretful that it hasn't been completed in my 40th year which was, of course, the aim and premise of the whole thing!